The Daily Hell
You start a GoFundMe.
It’s confirmed you officially have POTS, MARCONS, Sjogrens Syndrome, Ehler Danlos syndrome, Mold poisoning, and they think maybe Lupus. You feel relief to have names for these conditions but wait, how much worse is it going get? You pour over every medical journal trying trying to find out how to stop this autoimmune cascade but still, the origination of symptoms comes back to Lyme.
The doctors test you for Lyme to rule out the infection. Great news! Your new blood test say you’re free of Lyme, but now have 10 million other diseases.
You have given up on getting out of bed. You have moved back in with your parents. Your husband is now sole breadwinner and house maker, this would bother you normally but you are mostly too tired to care.
You hope and pray something will work. You consider stem cell therapy, flying to Germany to have your blood boiled or frozen, you pray for a miracle.
You stop wanting to die because that takes too much effort.